Anxiety

 *All names have been changed to keep the identity of my friends and potential love interests private.

On Monday I asked another boy out!! Via text this time!

My friend Ellie got asked out by a boy who might be a weirdo for Wednesday night and she asked me to double with her. Would you be available then to come on the date with me?

My heart rate was even worse than the last time I tried asking a boy out (like 2 weeks ago lol)

A whopping 155 bpm 

 My brother said I ought to get that checked out. I dismissed him saying it was just anxiety. The internet says panic attacks can elevate your heart rate to 200 bpm so I’m probably fine.

ANYWAY what’s possibly even more nerve wracking is the fact that he said yes to the date!!

Yeah that sounds so fun! What time Wednesday?

What a great response😍

And then I wasn’t expecting to see him in between when I sent the text and the day of the date but that night him and his roommates came into my place of employment and I’m 101% sure my face went Trader Joe’s red when I was talking to him💀 such is life. 

That being said, I’m actually excited to go on this date and I don’t know that I’ve ever been excited to go on a date in my life ever so this is great!

My parting question for my readers: can rizz and anxiety coexist?